I Want Both

Sometimes I think it would be nicer if he were here.

Sometimes I think, God, I love my life like this.

It’s a combination of both. I want both.

I like being home. I like the quiet. I also want the company. Those are both true for me right now.

And with everything going on, I would rather be at peace while I go through it. It’s my money situation, the things happening around me, all of it.

I still want someone here with me sometimes.

I still love having this time to myself.

When I was asked which feeling it was, I couldn’t pick just one. That wouldn’t have been the whole answer.